audit’s thoughts.

Not sure what way to go this time

January 10th, 2007 | by audit |

Well Karen’s off her rocker again. This bo-polar is kicking her ass and in turn is kicking mine. The last few nights I’ve had to pick her up off the couch and help her get into bed, she’s bumping into anything that’s in the way and even things that aren’t because she’s so damn tired and out of it. I’m thinking it’s time to move the coffee table in front of the couches because everyone bumps there leg’s into that thing, myself included. I can’t count the times I’ve fallen over that thing when I’ve fell asleep on the couch, gotten up to hit the bed and then I’m tripping over that thing.

So Karen’s dr’s changed her meds again and this time it’s gotten worse, she’s delirious and doesn’t know what day it is most of the time. It’s when she’s like this that makes me scared that she’ll take the wrong pills for her night pills. She doesn’t want me to know what she’s taking or how much. I think this is because she doesn’t want me knowing that she’s taking more then she should to get by. I’ve been trying for years to communicate with her and somedays it’s great, others like the last month, it’s been horrible and i don’t know what to do. Thank god for www.bipiloarsupport.org as they have been a god send for reading and hearing others stories. I’ve also posted a few times to learn and intro myself to the community. Well right now it’s time to get off the computer and get dinner ready for the kids. I’ve put a 20 minute time limit on myself where I can use the computer when I get home to check e-mails, reply back, check a few websites, etc and I’ve almost hit it.

Until next time.